Proclamation

I was once Spiritually dead and separated from God my Father, because of my sins and transgressions that I once walked in, (both knowingly and unknowingly).

I followed the ways of the world, influenced by and in accordance with the way of the enemy (who is the prince of doubt, disbelief, disobedience, lies, pride, lust, money, impulse, rejection, selfish ambition…the list goes on).

I once lived in the passion of my flesh, among unbelievers; (I thought I was cool doing the things I did, living independently). I indulged in the desires of human nature, and the impulses of the sinful mind.

But God, being so great in mercy; in His great and wonderful love for me, made me alive together with Christ, even when I was spiritually dead and separated from Him because of my sins.

For it is by His grace, His undeserved favour that I have been saved from His Judgement and eternal damnation.

He raised me up together with Him, (when I believed) and seated me with Him in heavenly places, because I am in Christ Jesus.

He did this, so that in the ages to come, He might clearly show the immeasurable and unsurpassed riches of His grace in His kindness towards us in Christ Jesus. For we are a fallen creation.

For it is by God’s grace (His remarkable compassion, and favour drawing me to christ) that I have been saved (actually delivered from judgement and given eternal life) through faith.

And this Salvation is not of my own effort or anything I could’ve done in my own capacity, but it is the undeserved gracious gift of God.

Again not as a result of my works, or attempt to keep the laws, so that no one will be able to boast or take credit in any way for His Salvation.

I am His workmanship, His own master work of art, created in Christ Jesus, reborn from above, spiritually transformed, renewed, ready to be used for good works which God prepared for us beforehand, so that I might walk in them, living a good life which He prearranged and made ready for me.

Ephesians 2.

The Book of Ezekiel Summarized

CHAPTER 1 {Wheels Within Wheels, Like a Gyroscope}

  • [Context]
    • Ezekiel started seeing visions of God when he turned 30 years old.
    • He was living with Jewish exiles on the Kebar River. The Jewish exiles taken to Babylon. They settled on the area of the river Kebar. Chapter 1
  • [His Vision]
    • In this vision, he saw dust, cloud with lightening, dust, a huge ball of fire glowing like bronze all coming from the north.
    • Within the fire, there where 4 creatures, all vibrant with life.
    • The creatures looked like tongues of fire and lightning.
    • Each creature had a gyroscope looking wheel beside them, sparkling like the sun and diamonds.
  • [The Creatures]
    • Each of the creatures had human form but they each had 4 faces and 4 wings.
  • [Their Legs]
    • Their legs were study and straight like “columns”. They’re feet, hoofed like those of calves and sparkled from the fire like burnished bronze.
  • [Their Hands]
    • They had human hands under their wings.
  • [Their Faces]
    • All 4 of their faces and wings were touching one another. They didnt have to turn to any direction, they were a formation of 360 degrees.
    • Their faces looked thins – The front (human), The Right (Lion), The Left (Ox), The Back (Eagle).
  • [Their Wings]
    • Their wings were spread out so that each tip will touch the other creature’s wings…giving that round about/circle formation (I Imagine).
    • One set of the wings were up wards, like raising your hands and the other set of wings they used to cover their bodies.
  • [The Wheels]
    • They went in any direction the creatures moved. They had eyes in them, they never went astray. It was as though the spirit of the creatures where in them.
  • [The Dome]
    • Above the heads of the creatures was a dome like covering. The dome is shinny, like broken glasses.
  • [The Sound]
    • When they moved their wings sounded like a roar of a great waterfall. Like the noise of a battle. Like the sound of a Strong and Mighty God.
  • [The Voice]
    • There was a voice from above the dome over their heads.
  • [His Glory!]
    • Above the dome there was something that looked like a throne.
    • Sky-blue like a sapphire, with a humanlike figure towering above the throne.
    • From the waist up he looked like burnished bronze and from the waist down like a blazing fire.
    • Brightness everywhere! The way a rainbow springs out of the sky on a rainy day—that’s what it was like.
    • It turned out to be the Glory of God!

A Thankful Heart

I’m writing this letter to my future self, specifically for when I’m in those moments where I listen to intrusive thoughts and start doubting God’s vision for my life. 

I was reading Ephesians chapter 5 and one particular verse stood out to me….”but instead speak of your thankfulness to God”. This statement spoke directly to my heart. 

I feel like it was calling me out on what I’ve been saying I’m going to do, but not actually doing it. I’m sure you can relate lol.

For quick context, I work as a systems consultant on this big project and earlier in the day, I was preparing for a big big meeting that involved multiple parties such as; our CEO, Project manager, Principle consultant, and on the client’s side, the CEO and their Project Team. The meeting was to discuss the statement of work my team had put together, and the phased implementation approach we were taking seeing as they’re a big company and there are some custom products we’re developing that needed go through testing and quality assurance  before rolling it as finished products into they’re  system. 

As you can tell, this meeting required a lot of delicacy, tact, patience, persuasion and intelligence to speak to all the elements..

Couple minutes before the meeting, I prayed so fervently to God to make it so that the meeting would go smoothly, and that I wouldn’t need to speak or say anything (since the project lead was on that call). But even if I were to speak, I would sound smart and confident in order to answer the questions, especially the ones that blind side you. Can you relate or is it just me lol?

20min into the call, you could feel everyone’s tension rising as we were getting grilled by the client.

It seemed like the client wasn’t seeing the value of the phased approach and it was starting to look like we were overcharging the client. Yikes!

But God! As He would have it, somehow the call came to a smooth close with both sides getting what they wanted. 

And I didnt have to utter a word, all I had to do was smile and look pretty aha!

After the call, I felt a big load lifted off my chest, seeing as the team really came through in putting a positive spin on the conversation with the client.

However, there was the intrusive thought that came and said, “…but you didnt contribute though, you dont deserve the thank you team that the CEO said because you didnt contribute, you’re not on their level”…along those lines. 

And I believed it for a second and then it took me into a spiral of “you’re not good enough, people dont see your value, what are you even good at etc etc”…

But God!  I was on a fast that day and it was now time to break the fast, so I started singing some praise, worship and ministering to myself until my inner man awoke. (Kinda like what Jehoshaphat did in 2 Chronicles 20, where he reminded himself of the Lord’s faithfulness in his life). Then the Holy Spirit started ministering to me, reminding me that I am valued at work, in my church and among my community. That He is taking me somewhere in this life and all these opportunities and the skills I’ve learned at whichever level I’m at, will be useful for where he’s taking me!  

And then I stumbled across Ephians 5:4 and landed on that verse. 

Closing Remarks: Pay no mind to rehearsing spirits. Test every spirit and stay planted in the word. 1 Thessalonians 5:19-22 

I asked the lord to make the meeting go smoothly and make it so that I didn’t have to speak to defend anything and He did exactly that. Praise be to Him!

You Are Loved !

I created this blog so that I can share my stories and encounters with Jesus Christ with you all. If you’ve ever experienced an encounter with Jesus Christ or the Holy Spirit, I’m sure you can agree that it’s difficult keeping all the excitement in, you just want to share it with someone else. Well yes, that’s me too!

Okay quick story, I received Christ as my personal lord and saviour April 4th 2022. And yes, I know I’m pretty young in the game but better late than never as they say aha!

My journey so far has been nothing short of amazing, and Holy Spirit has been teaching me so studiously in last 2 years. Each and every day, I learn something new about the nature of our Father in heaven.

What an amazing journey it’s been. Not saying that there haven’t been trying times but God has remained faithful through it all.

My plan for this blog, is to share my journey, and to have a safe space where we can just be children, God’s children, because he loves us more than we can ever imagine and more than we even love ourselves.

I hope you stick around and I hope some of these stories inspire you too 🙂